I know, it's been almost a week. 6 days but still... We haven't updated you on our progress. It's my male self, Mark, speaking here, it's the first time that I write but truth to be told, we're both here. As soon as my female self, Laurie, started changing back into me and I woke up to a camera still recording I stopped the recording and started playing it...
I was shocked and for an entire day I walked around as though I had seen a ghost. Heck, I even was a ghost myself. I had lost all color in my face, but upon letting the reality sink in I felt like I had somebody to take care of. Even though we are the same person, unlike her I couldn't remember what I did when I was Laurie. As I already told you I had woken up to the camera, but I was still wearing her clothes.
What was even more shocking is that I realized I had thrown out my research notes and this was like the night before the garbage truck would come pick up the trash so I rushed outside to take my notes out of the trash, not realizing if this was late in the evening or very early in the morning but either way, it was dark outside. Once I got back inside and stood in the elevator I saw myself in the mirror and these clothes just felt so natural. I never even realized I was walking in heels like I had my entire life!
Now that I got my notes back I can re-use the chemical structure that causes the transformation but instead of pouring it in a liquid I was thinking of turning it into a lipstick somehow. And for some reason once I had it all set and ready to be used I went to stand in front of the mirror Laurie must've bought herself and I applied it carefully to my lips. Even pouting my lips, making a duckface, having fun actually. As I was looking at myself I heard another voice and she introduced herself as Laurie.
She was happy I had figured out a way to be able to communicate with her and because of our shared interests we were both so hyped about this being exactly like Legends of Tomorrow's Firestorm. It's a TV-Show on the CW but I really just prefer the original duo and so does Laurie. You know, when it was still the professor and Ronnie - whom we both agree is cute. It was then I realized I had thought of a guy as cute, but he really was... So... No reason to argue against that now, right?
Anyway, the lipstick still had everything in it, except for what I had theorized was what caused the transformation and this'd leave room for Laurie to be here with me, to help and figure out a solution. We both didn't want this split personality because it'd be unfair to the other but I didn't tell her I wanted to be her. I mean, my mind in Laurie's body would still make me Laurie but I just wouldn't recall my time as Laurie last week. Or would I?
The only thing she wanted to figure out was how to make it so she doesn't further turn into a bimbo the more she uses the Serum, because she theorized it might come to a point or place them in a situation where they change back and it'd be awkward. Like, with a lot of guys... Or eventually tht they'd never turn back at all having gone past a certain point of taking the serum too much, having evolved too much...
Maybe who I am now is someone who's completely forgotten who he was before all of this but that night, when I took off the lipstick AND the female clothes I might add, I noticed I could still hear Laurie's mind. Only by the time I woke up I noticed she was gone. Although I found out only a slight touch brings her back I made a habit out of putting on some make-up in the mirror, I just loved doing it!
Secretly I had made a different kind of lipstick, actually an entire set of make-up because I felt ashamed towards her for doing girly things. I didn't want her to know about this so, I made what I theorized would make it she would be asleep as long as I applied this make-up. I don't know if it works, she just never has brought it up.
And I don't know if it was this secret make-up or the original serum, but I noticed I could sort of alter my appearance to fit better into her clothes. Maybe with a little more work I could look like a real girl, one who can shapeshift but still has her male genitals. Either way, I didn't think it'd be fair to Laurie, I had to stay true to her - myself - and only her - us - because that's who I - we - really am/are.
Finally I opened up to Laurie and she said she would have done the same and that she doesn't trust me any less. If anything, she trusts 'us' more. She understands that all this is about is me turning into her without forgetting. That's when it occured to me. Maybe she's not a mind but a memory, one that contains all memories of when I was transformed! We're both sure my realization has to do with the fact I've been putting the Magic Serum's make-up on everyday, for most of the day. Which implies I was already becoming her more and more. If I hadn't put on the make-up anymore I would've already noticed Laurie wasn't going anywhere, her voice would be staying. She's becoming more of an inner voice, within me that helps me figure out what's right and what's wrong. Helps me be a stronger woman. Maybe when I woke up monday it was already her voice telling me I like looking pretty but I couldn't hear it yet. Who knows... Who'll say...
Today I just figured 'what the hell' and just went for it. Against our better judgement, I drank the serum...
To be continued? Maybe?! (skip to the last alinea)
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Hello everyone, I've written a lot but haven't released anything because most of what I've written is more chaos than it is a TG story-line. lol
*HERE* As for this story, I was going to let the character experience dressing up a lot more. Putting on clothes and his self-made make-up infused with the Magic Serum and that the more he did it, the more he figured out he had given himself the gift to alter his own body. Basically he could be looking ridiculous in way too small clothing for him but that wouldn't be something he couldn't fix. He'd stare at himself, put a lot of thought into himself to look like a trans-girl. A little flail teenage girl but with darker hair this time and as he changed himself more his hair lighter, to the original shade he had and then lighter and lighter same as Laurie's had changed. And that would've only been the beginning, (s)he still would've worked on a different Serum - as if to achieve a higher consciousness, Laurie's.
Clearly this post didn't explore anything in detail, which I still might do when I'm turning this story into a comic... I can only hope I can eventually get there but I have a feeling like I'll need help for that.
And although I could've ended this story here, which was my intention because I've got more ideas for the already-posted stories. I've just decided to stop the story at a cliff-hanger, because who doesn't want to know what happens now that he's woken up to the truth? After all this time he's been 'wearing' Magic Serum and after all the dressing up and putting his mind on how he'd like to change?
I was shocked and for an entire day I walked around as though I had seen a ghost. Heck, I even was a ghost myself. I had lost all color in my face, but upon letting the reality sink in I felt like I had somebody to take care of. Even though we are the same person, unlike her I couldn't remember what I did when I was Laurie. As I already told you I had woken up to the camera, but I was still wearing her clothes.
What was even more shocking is that I realized I had thrown out my research notes and this was like the night before the garbage truck would come pick up the trash so I rushed outside to take my notes out of the trash, not realizing if this was late in the evening or very early in the morning but either way, it was dark outside. Once I got back inside and stood in the elevator I saw myself in the mirror and these clothes just felt so natural. I never even realized I was walking in heels like I had my entire life!
Now that I got my notes back I can re-use the chemical structure that causes the transformation but instead of pouring it in a liquid I was thinking of turning it into a lipstick somehow. And for some reason once I had it all set and ready to be used I went to stand in front of the mirror Laurie must've bought herself and I applied it carefully to my lips. Even pouting my lips, making a duckface, having fun actually. As I was looking at myself I heard another voice and she introduced herself as Laurie.
She was happy I had figured out a way to be able to communicate with her and because of our shared interests we were both so hyped about this being exactly like Legends of Tomorrow's Firestorm. It's a TV-Show on the CW but I really just prefer the original duo and so does Laurie. You know, when it was still the professor and Ronnie - whom we both agree is cute. It was then I realized I had thought of a guy as cute, but he really was... So... No reason to argue against that now, right?
Anyway, the lipstick still had everything in it, except for what I had theorized was what caused the transformation and this'd leave room for Laurie to be here with me, to help and figure out a solution. We both didn't want this split personality because it'd be unfair to the other but I didn't tell her I wanted to be her. I mean, my mind in Laurie's body would still make me Laurie but I just wouldn't recall my time as Laurie last week. Or would I?
The only thing she wanted to figure out was how to make it so she doesn't further turn into a bimbo the more she uses the Serum, because she theorized it might come to a point or place them in a situation where they change back and it'd be awkward. Like, with a lot of guys... Or eventually tht they'd never turn back at all having gone past a certain point of taking the serum too much, having evolved too much...
Maybe who I am now is someone who's completely forgotten who he was before all of this but that night, when I took off the lipstick AND the female clothes I might add, I noticed I could still hear Laurie's mind. Only by the time I woke up I noticed she was gone. Although I found out only a slight touch brings her back I made a habit out of putting on some make-up in the mirror, I just loved doing it!
Secretly I had made a different kind of lipstick, actually an entire set of make-up because I felt ashamed towards her for doing girly things. I didn't want her to know about this so, I made what I theorized would make it she would be asleep as long as I applied this make-up. I don't know if it works, she just never has brought it up.
And I don't know if it was this secret make-up or the original serum, but I noticed I could sort of alter my appearance to fit better into her clothes. Maybe with a little more work I could look like a real girl, one who can shapeshift but still has her male genitals. Either way, I didn't think it'd be fair to Laurie, I had to stay true to her - myself - and only her - us - because that's who I - we - really am/are.
Today I just figured 'what the hell' and just went for it. Against our better judgement, I drank the serum...
To be continued? Maybe?! (skip to the last alinea)
______________________________________________________
Hello everyone, I've written a lot but haven't released anything because most of what I've written is more chaos than it is a TG story-line. lol
*HERE* As for this story, I was going to let the character experience dressing up a lot more. Putting on clothes and his self-made make-up infused with the Magic Serum and that the more he did it, the more he figured out he had given himself the gift to alter his own body. Basically he could be looking ridiculous in way too small clothing for him but that wouldn't be something he couldn't fix. He'd stare at himself, put a lot of thought into himself to look like a trans-girl. A little flail teenage girl but with darker hair this time and as he changed himself more his hair lighter, to the original shade he had and then lighter and lighter same as Laurie's had changed. And that would've only been the beginning, (s)he still would've worked on a different Serum - as if to achieve a higher consciousness, Laurie's.
Clearly this post didn't explore anything in detail, which I still might do when I'm turning this story into a comic... I can only hope I can eventually get there but I have a feeling like I'll need help for that.
And although I could've ended this story here, which was my intention because I've got more ideas for the already-posted stories. I've just decided to stop the story at a cliff-hanger, because who doesn't want to know what happens now that he's woken up to the truth? After all this time he's been 'wearing' Magic Serum and after all the dressing up and putting his mind on how he'd like to change?
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